Ive just ended 33 days of no ejaculation. I was watching porn, indulging in fantasies and phone sex. Despite masturbating during this period I noticed some great effects of not ejaculating. More drive and energy, positive mind set, confidence and healthier complexion.
This developed to aggression and my whole body feeling charged with sexual energy and dominant aggression. However after 33 days I literally blew it with 6 full ejaculations.
I now intend to do 100 days of no PMO and hope to find different ways to handle the energy and to control this compulsion which previously held me back. Its not even a sexual need as i dont even get erections without manual stimulation, its more of a mental high which has been described on this great site. Its strange that the energy builds up as a frustration tingling in my upper body and not as a spontaneous erection! It would be more satisfying to smash something rather than have sex! Maybe that will change with time and I will find out and post regularly!
Thanks to Marina and all who work on this site and good luck to everyone who is re booting!