40 Days and 40 Nights

Submitted by adamkodee on
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And on the 40th night, I clicked on a bunch of photos in a nude (not hardcore) gallery.

I've got the craving to MO, but it's definitely not as strong as it was before the reboot. Is it possible I can see these pictures and appreciate their [ahem] beauty without admitting I've just thrown 40 days of the reboot down the drain? Or am I just fooling myself? I've asked the question before whether the reboot is cumulative, but I'm not sure there's a real answer out there.

Am I really back to square one?


Of course not

You're no more back to square one than a dieter that overeats for one meal a week is back to square one. I mean, yeah, you should certainly avoid looking at that kind of stuff, but your brain has done a ton of changing over the last 40 days. 40 days is a long time!

You're fine dude, just don't let it turn into a binge. Watch out for increased cravings over the next couple of days. Edging like that is one of the worst things you can do. Don't let your addict brain rationalize and say "I'll look at these pictures and appreciate their beauty but not in a sexual way."

Seriously though, you're nowhere near square one.