Exchanges/being with sweetheart/non-orgasming (till day 30):
The most important thing that happened after around 12 days of sleeping together (2 times in the same room, the rest in the same bed):
Usually I wake up and feel anxious, like "oh god, DUTIES, oh no!!" Some kind of "morning fear" that has been there very often and for many years now. It just vanished around day 12 of sleeping together. (and I didn't even notice!! I noticed 10 days later, because I remembered having shared this morning-feeling with sweetheart) (the anxiety came back after around 6 days of being apart)
The most important thing that happened to him, was starting a long postponed project that he was unable to start with before. Too much pressure of too many people, so he did not start it for years (out of rebellion? some sabotaging device...). It seems that it gave him quite a good push to proceed with his life. He was stuck for some months, just lying around and often unable to move - everything too exhausting...
non-orgasming (day 44):
I'm observing the second time of menstruation since I stopped orgasming. First day and night of my menstruation were almost always so painful that I had to take a pill. This time it still was sometimes very painful, but not so long that I had to take a pill. And I could sleep without waking up because of pain.
I'm eating much more fruits and vegetables now, because I like the taste. I like the taste of carotts very much, for example.
Some sweets, that I bought (chewing fruit sweets), have such a bad artificial taste that it almost makes me vomit. Sometimes I don't like chocolate neither (but usually I still do).