Hello again everyone,
This is Part 2 of what may shape up to be an epic mini-series: "Orgasm Withdrawal Symptoms? Believe it!!!" I think I'm on Day 9 now.
I slept in yesterday morning and was feeling more on a high note. I began to feel as if there is a creative force or energy inside of me coming alive that had been dormant for years, ever since I suffered a major depression a number of years ago. I thought a lot about my career yesterday. Many people with my talents have been employed by the military and on military contracts. I deeply respect my fellow citizens who commit themselves to military service, but I have a gut feeling that the purpose of my life ( if my life can be said to have a purpose ) is not to design weapons. I can't really say why. Anyhow, I found myself lying awake late into the early morning last night thinking frantically about this.
I felt that the nervousness and jitteryness was giving way to a more energized, creative mindset, but then I lost my temper at some government office where I had an argument with a clerk about some silly document that I was supposed to show to them.
I remain grateful for the fact that I emphatically *do not* feel any kind of constant need for 'relief'.