I have noticed that my general Libido towards women has lessened. My erections have not been as strong when im actully with woman. I can still get aroused, but i find i NEED the porn in order to do so, and much more graphic things then what used to do it for me. I find when im actully with a real person, i am not as turned on, because of course they are not as perfect and subserviant to my needs only like in the porn. There is also the fact that there is another persons needs involved and not just a chase to a orgasm.
Im wondering if the damage i have done to my neurochemstiry is reversable or not. I do believe my libido problems are part in parcel due to excesesive masturbation (3-4 x a day) with various forms of pornography over 10 years. Will abstaining from porn help bring back my normal healthy desire for real woman. or have the brain circuits been altered for good. While i believe my addictive nature led me to an extreme, im not looking for an extreme in the other direction ( total abstince) rather moderation and healthy sexuality.