I'm new here but already readed a lot of posts. I'll try to tell something about me but you have to excuse any problem with my english because it's not the language of my country ok?
Since my teenage years I made an association between the frequency of masturbation and the way people act with me. I do no why but just observing I knew that's something was different. I had a lot of readings in occult teachings for an obsessive interest that I can't explain. I like to be alone a lot of time but I have no problems to socialize with people too. I'm quiting a relationship of 8 years now for reasons that me and her don't understand since we still love each other a lot. Something was wrong and I have to confess that in the last 5 years or something like that I was in masturbate frequently. Since I beggining to try to stop with this I started to observe the difference again. Not just in energy but in my interactions with people. Some can say that it's because I stay more receptive to social contact but in my observations I think that people became more receptive too (a lot). Even my ex starts to act with me like in the beggining of our history. My dreams became lucid again and my spiritual experiences as a rosicrucian is getting better. I would tell that everything will be perfect now but I readed some things on the web that makes me confuse and I would like to ask for help.
1 - When I realize that a girl wants to make sex with me I masturbate before cause when I was in abstinence for a long time I became VERY near of an orgasm with any touch in my body. Remember that "American Pie" scene when the girl touch the guy and he ejaculate? Well... This is my fear because I think it's really gonna happen if I was in weeks without an orgasm.
2 - I read some urologists saying that semen retention can cause a lot of problems to your prostate and cause impotence. They say that we have to ejaculate at least one time in a week to avoid future problems. And in some forums I read some people asking for help because they made semen retention and had this problems. At the same time I read people with no problems to do it. What do you think?
I hope you understand my questions because I REALLY want to do the semen retention for the rest of my life but I have to free my mind of this first. Congratulations for your posts. I'm happy to find such a place on the web. =)