This is my first post here and to be honest I'm a little nervous, but after reading other people's posts it's given me confidence to post something here myself.
I'm 25 years old and I've had a problem with porn for years, going on about 14 now. There was a period of 2 years though where I didn't look at it... It's not that I didn't, it's more like I couldn't because I was on a government facility where pornographic sites were banned on all the computers.
During those times I think I was at my peak of creativity, writing poetry, songs, and stories. I also talked to everyone, not shying away from a soul. Without skipping a beat, right when I got home I went back into my old habits of spending the day looking at the nakedness of the internet.
Fast forward about to years to where I am now. I've become an introvert secluding myself away from everyone and I'm shy and depressed most of the time. Which is the exact opposite of how I was away from it.
I keep telling myself I'll "snap out of it" but when will that be? It's been over a decade, I just don't want it to be another one.
Thanks in advance
P.S. - I stumbled upon this place by accident, but I think it's really cool that there's a site with other people that have the same problem as me.