I've been reading the contents of this site for a month and i managed to abstain from masturbating for 14 whole days thanks to the information posted in this site. I have relapsed today and i feel really really depressed. My body is SO weak i feel like a 60 year old. My bones are cracking, my muscles are always sore. my bones and muscles hurt so bad that i can't even exercise. If i start jogging or do some stretching i can feel my bones crack. I cant concentrate at all. I've became the laziest student after being always the best. I have something like staring-at-walls syndrome every 10 minutes and it's driving me crazy. I am always feeling depressed. and my energy is always drained. Can't enjoy the life anymore.
I've got all these symptoms in just 1 year of excessive masturbating and i am still at the age of 15. I feel my future is ruined because of it.
In my 14 days of abstaining, I felt REALLY great and confident, But wasn't ready to relapse because i haven't cured completely.