Greetings Marnia, thanks for creating such an awesome website!
I just had to link to your incredible website from several locations from within my "Science of Wholeness" website because it complements extremely well with all that I write about on my website. I fanatically agree with your views and your approach to sexuality. I am so excited to finally find, after all these years, a website that fully supports my own knowledge and understanding regarding the importance of conserving and transmuting sexual energy! It seemed like one was either celibate or not, but nowhere in between while I am fully aware of the awesome benefits of transmuting sexual relationships into love, as well as profound spiritual and psychological health and well-being.
I have been truley fascinated in and have been experimenting with transmutation and trying conservation of sexual fluids for over 25 years to avoid the depression and biochemically induced "guilt" feelings that naturally follow conventional orgasm and to enjoy spiritual enlightenment. That the sexual energy can be tansmuted into love, loving relationships, and a happier and more meaningful marriage I've known about for years and years and really longed to have such a relationship myself for years and years too. In fact I have even written a book about the subject: The Science of Wholeness which is completely available online at no cost to anyone at my website, wholejoy.com.
The only drawback regarding my online book that has information in it regarding the beauty and endless possibilities of sexually transmuted relationships (spiritual marriage), is that I have never been married and almost never been in a relationship. For many years I suffered from loneliness, depression and anxiety and I have had very little success with women and at the same time had a hard time finding someone who agrees with my blissful, love and affection oriented lifestyle of "wholeness" or transmutation with fasting on ionized water and high antioxidant, superfood diets. There are other problems and complications too, however I am still hoping that some day I will find my soul mate. I don't mind too much these days because I often find myself in intense, kundalini activated bliss and feel the Goddess' love whenever I need it.
As a single male yogi, I am determined to experience savikalpa samadhi which is an extremely high breathless state of yoga that occurs when the body is so infused with pranic energy (kundalini energy which is transmuted sexual energy) that the need for respiration ceases. I seem to have strong craving for this state and try to achieve it daily. I am also fascinated in the afterlife and higher relms beyond the physical because I find the physical world and all its mental and physical limitations quite frustrating. You could say that I was an "Indigo Child" to the extreme, and now, as an adult, the spiritual and artistic side of me has grown even more expansive and abundant.
Hope this makes sense!
All the best to you and everyone else.