Hi there. I'm a porn addict. I've been experiencing ED recently and haven't felt aroused when viewing porn at all. This has bothered me, but not so much the fact that I wasn't excited by the images but rather the fact that I don't seem to get erections. To be quite honest, I don't enjoy porn anyway and it's more of an escape to dull the pain of my loneliness (I'll go into my story for the rest of this forum another time, although I have already related some to Marnia).
One other thing I was curious about regarding symptoms of ED is the following: I don't know if this is related or not, but since the last time I actually properly masturbated and orgasmed (about a week ago) to a porn video, I don't feel as if I've really replenished the depleted sperm reserves. It might not actually be the case and might just be all part of this current ED. However, this is the only way I know how to describe it. It feels almost like the day after I've masturbated (or maybe the day after I've masturbated 2 days in a row) and I feel that there's barely any semen in there to ejaculate and so I have more difficulty having an orgasm. My penis tends to feel more flacid and my testicles don't feel as full. This is currently what it feels like a week after having orgasmed. I don't feel like I have built up a supply of sperm waiting (or needing) to be released.
I did manage to masturbate to orgasm yesterday (I actually managed to get an erection) and although I do want to abstain from porn, I think it was more testing the waters to see if I could still function properly. I did just about manage to maintain an erection and ejaculate, but it didn't feel as thick as it should even after a week of no actually having orgasmed. The consistency of the semen and the orgasmic feeling as it ejected from my penis felt more like it would when I'm feeling depleted and low on sperm after having masturbated too much.
Is this normal? Is this what it feels like when people have low libido and are experiencing ED when masturbating? It shouldn't feel like this a week later and in the past it never has before. I can usually feel replenished enough after a couple of days or so to be able to masturbate effectively again, but not this time. Admittedly I have been viewing a lot of porn every day for several hours since the last time I orgasmed and have probably become over saturated with these erotic images. However, I don't know if it is to do with that causing my feeling of lack of sperm or if it's all part of the ED problem.
Anyone care to comment?
BTW there was a porn forum I was visiting regularly. I asked them to ban me from it for a while so I wouldn't be able to access it and fortunately they did oblige.