My loving, adorable boyfriend was addicted to porn when we met but quickly replaced porn with me.
Then when I started to feel scared of being used and hurt that he wasn't getting to know me as a person, I tried to put the brakes on his constant demand for sex. I brought Karezza into the picture and he quickly became frustrated with the idea of touching me without sex, not to mention sex with no orgasm.
He says he hates Karezza now for ruining our "perfect" relationship. Which for me had been quickly turning into a nightmare actually, but he always ignores me when I say that. His idea of perfect is unlimited great sex all the time.
I am so depressed. I like art, music, dancing, mountain climbing, travel...but actually none of that made any impression on him...there was only one thing on his mind.
Not to mention that I feel repulsed and wounded by his need to constantly fantasize about women in the store where he works and of course pornography.
Now, I am far away from him and although we both are still in love this rift continues to break both of our hearts. I am on the verge of extinguishing what I thought was going to be the love of my life. I wish he would read what people post here on this forum but he blames Karezza for our problems and it's not remotely likely.
I miss my sweetheart!