Hey. I've been reading on this website for about six months, and the information written here has change my life to the positive. I have experienced the benefits that starts to appear after you have sustained from porn and masturbation for a time and the benifits are great.
This is the first day after I slipped after 10 days of substaining. Now days, I only masturbate about every 10-14 day which is way less than before I discovered this site. I masturbated at least once a day from when I was about 12-13 to now when I am at 25 years of age. So, I'm pretty pleased with that I have cut it down a pretty decent bit, but I find it very frustrating and hard getting past two weeks. What I think is more frustrating is that I only get to experience the self confidence, calmness, focus and peace of mind for a couple of days before I slip back again and have to do the whole hangover process for at least a week once again.
Yesterday I felt very good, but was lying in the bed with the laptop on my knee and felt a little bored and felt the urge to be aroused by something. So I thought I just pay a short visit to a porn-site, and five minutes later I had slipped. Today I have felt anxious, very irritated and worthless. Its just crazy what a hangover a masturbation with porn causes. I just seems to get nothing done the days after orgasm. I have not motivation whatsoever.
I wanna "reboot" my brain totally with no masturbation and no porn for eight weeks but I just cant get past two weeks. I live a social life and I know that girls in general flirt pretty much with me so I don't lack the social part. But lonely nights, with "blueballs" and restlessnes makes it very easy to slip for me. How do I get pass it? I get very horny and love-craving after about ten days.
Hmm, I'm definiately thinking about starting a relationship with someone pretty soon. And I dont think I would have any big problems finding someone to date, but I have this fix idea that I dont wanna do that before my brain is normal. I'm not comfortable with girls the first week after masturbation, but after about ten days I get very comfortable and pretty flirty and confident.
But I wanna push this longer than I have for the last half year. The good thing of this is that I do think that the first week is very easy now. In the beginning the first week was hard too.
Anyone have any tips or good input?