I've been trying to fight addiction to masturbation since the past two years (I'm 16 years old).
I can go well with self-control -- I don't go see porn, I don't meet girls (I'm not in any romantic relationship), I don't fantasize. However, when I see a really hot girl in a magazine, in the streets, or on TV, or just anywhere, I'm just fully triggered and then I feel that I need to "purify" myself by ejaculating and thus throwing out all the feelings and junk whatever was built up due to the trigger. I've even avoided (for whole 4 days) to go out, watch TV, and I literally lost contact with the world -- I had very few sexual triggers and all were in my control, but when I decided to watch a little TV, go out on the streets shopping or just walking, those triggers come back and I'm totally out of control because of the purity factor and because of the natural urge.
Please help me, I'd really appreciate it! I need to save myself from this thing before it's late. Thanks for your time.