Feeling weak, dull, bored.
The loneliness is catching up with me. I've been out of a relationship for two years. I am living on a couch. I am studying a highly abstract subject and taking almost no joy from it.
Sometimes I go to the mall just to see people walking around.
I miss making out.
I don't think I will ever be the same. I don't think I will ever be back to what I considered normal. That might be ok, actually, but it is hard to accept such things.
Ok, I just wanted to say something. I'm sure I'll feel shiny again soon.