Basically, im 16 been watching porn since i was 13. It seemed, every time i met up with a girl, i got turned on less and less, no matter how attractive she was. Even started rejecting offers for sex because i just wasn't in the mood, then went home and watched porn for hours and hours. i eventually gave up on women and accepted the fact that i was Asexual, until i stumbled across the vids gary made on youtube on how porn affects the brain. I was like yea i may aswell try it out and quit cold turkey. my libido has always been crazy so i only lasted 3 days and went straight into the addiction again. then i went cold turkey again lasted longer but failed again, but on soft core porn. then i failed again even later, but only to erotic stories. every time i failed, i got stronger and stronger and needed less and less. so i quit one more time, but now was just stuck on M to Fantasy, then that eventually went, the fantasy has just died out along with it, now i dont even want M. THIS IS WHEN I REALISED I WAS READY! sitting on my pc pumped with energy as always, got a text asking if i wanted to come to the movies, i was like now this is the final test. met her upstairs and while waiting, just simply waiting no touching or anything in line to get a ticket, i had the biggest raging boner i ever had!!!! she wasn't the hottest girl i've seen, but wow i've never felt this before!! usualy i would just feel nothing and it would be as i f i was looking at a brick or something. i had a previous experience where a girl tried giving me a headjob, but it just wouldn't go up, worst experience ever. but this time, 10 minutes in i just couldn't resist any longer, unzipped and woohooo had first head of my life and it was AMAZING!!!!
i'm going to continue the life of no porn, and instead of M i'll just do girls thanks you so much gary and marnia, hopefully everybody reads this story and use it to reach their success and not to give up.